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I did not send my father a card for father's day this past weekend. I didn't last year either. Which just happened to be the year I heard he called me and Blake failures or losers or whatever. I know I'm being a bit petty, but I just don't feel it, don't want to pretend to feel it. Does he notice? Does he care? Will he ever say anything to me? I can't predict his responses; I didn't expect the losers comment and it really shook my perception of him. I don't hate him and still make time for him during the holidays. He's still as difficult and dramatic as always. I suppose the same could be said about me which is probably why we clash in such a different manner than my mother and I.